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BLACKOUT!
whooo! juz got a black out at bishan.. was sleeping when i hear my mum scream.. ha.. alrite.. quite fun.. lighting candles.. but HOT no fan.. hmm.. every1 cheer when the electricity resume.. eileen msg me if my area got blackout.. she's juz living a mear few blks away from me.. heh..
today... ah. was out with benson to orchard.. in search for his new clothes.. but nv seem to buy anything.. hmmm... had lunch at MOS at sommerset.. actually wanna find Limei.. but think she's off today.. ha
my illiness dun seem to b fully cured.. hmmm occasions attacks.. mostly in the morning or afternoon.. nvm used to it le.. i blive 1 day i shall b ok.. n indulge myself in food again.. haha..
azmi called.. btw he's my supervisor.. 1st q: ur hse got blackout? hahaha... wad a q.. anyway.. he was there to informed me that i dun need to report for work on thur( YAHOO!) coz they r trying to reduce ppl... indeed... work was bored this week.. not much calls... ehh..
any other days u dun need ppl to work PLS REDUCE ME! i wan a break.. haa. shall b continuing working there after sch start on weekends.. since... it's so fun n... i miss.."wad time go home" haha.. my onli form of entertainment.. haa
n to U: i feel the same as u.. that eveything is in a mess.. perherps is my fault.. i nv meant to say that u make me stress or unhappy or something.. but seriously.. i luv my life now. the same old phrase: time can prove everything. if our luv was still around.. move on as i'm now.. n if we were meant to b.. we will someday.. understand? take good care pls.. dun ever let me worry for u. silly big baby.. =)
i'm still around to care.. for every1.. including u.. with xtra care n luv...
lastly.. i broke record again.. haha..
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IM SORRY
well.. things dun seems to get better.. looks like now i'm hurting u in sum way.. i really dunno wad to do already.. especially when u r behaving in that way.. it really hurts me to c u in that manner... i do care. so pls.. move on..
dunno else can i say already... ppl.. let me hav peace.... especially if when i dun seem to b in the rite mood... GET OFF!
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its.......... the end (juz for u-know-who)
songs to describe my feelings - Qing Tian by JAY. F.I.R -Wo Men De Ai. and.. Jolin -Lin Mong Cao De Wei Dao.
close frens shall know what had happened. yes.. i'm in the single club again.. reason? no... perherps we r juz tired.. need some time off to think..
anyway. thanks for luving me.. be there for me when i'm down. happy. pick me up after sch. or work. and giving in to me. i can nv be happier in the past.. =)
i can only say.. i may not b a gd gf.. to b there for u when u need me the most.. but i definately luv u with all my heart. n i still do.. i dunno what had really happen.. i'm juz so sorry.
yes.. we shall trust each other n b truthful.. but sumtimes the truth hurts... shan't mention abt it anymore.. n truthfully... wad i have told u was true..
perherps we have not build enough trust in ourself or that our luv can't withstand time.. i really dunno.. indeed u hurt me with ur "i dunno wad to do to salvage" it's ok anyway.. it does not matter anymore.
anyway thanks for being there.. in the past yr.. n of coz.. i still hope we can b frens again juz like yrs ago.. =)
i'm fine. really.. after saying out wad i wan from the bottom of my heart. n of coz.. crying out loud..
hope u will get over it soon too.. n i will.. slowly get use to life w/o u..
p/s this is gonna be the longest i have ever blog...
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new outlook!
heh... i hope this wun look too bad.. hmmm... same here... miss sch.. miss everybody... miss lectures.. miss 'wad time go home?' hahahaha...
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trying out something new...
ah huh... dunno if this could work.. ha juz trying out...
hmmmm
stay tune for a new blog look! ha
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especially for kitty!
ehhh.. well well.. read ur blog juz now... sorry tt i didn't invite u to the KTV.. nah.. nothing of tt sort that u were thinking... reason was tt... 'u know who' was actually going for it.. but didn't turn up last min.. i was afraid that if i invite u.. might remind u of sum stuff again u noe?? shall 1 day that u can really forget n move on with us together... i'm for sure we will welcum u =)... juz that i dun wish to get u sad or wad in the midst of ur recovery.... alrite?
btw.. congrats to ur results =)
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happy bday to me!
ha.. had a wonderful nite yesterday with pals.. thanks all of u for coming. you guys bangs. haha. hmmm... afternoon.. watch Day after tomorrow with dear.. nice show.. great graphics! eh.. had lunch at pizza hut. haa... sum sort of a set lunch... was so full tt i feel like puking after eating 3 slices of pizza(seafood flavour.. yummy!)
heh~ den.. meet my pals for KTV session at cineleisure... sang quite lot.. n i think shir is totally engrossed.. haha... ZQ, Art n Ben surprised me with a bday cake. (thanks u guys~) hee..
ya.. n reach home at around 12. with bags of presents.. muahahaha... n i can say u guys r really creative in buy presents sia.. haa..
finally 18... feel nothing special. juz eligible for cigarittes n alcohol.. ahaha.... hopefully a more mature me.. (i think it's hard) laallaa....
work tmr... Vesak Day.. DOUBLE PAY!
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